Apr 13, 2013

heading to kind of nowhere

there are times
when giving up seems like the
only choice
screaming seems like the
only medicine
crying seems like the
real norm
anger is the favourite
part of being you

you think you are too good
to be wrong
you dont wanna regret
but you always think you are going to
you think that you dont
appreciate what God gives you

only seconds ago 
that you
realise you are within
the wrong choice
you yourself made
with no answer for the reason
why you chose it in the first place

people can say
people can stare
people can glare

but you are just not brave enough
to walk away
a path that you think you should
you want to
but you don't wanna break those 
hearts that you've lived
with your whole life

you wanna walk away
but you dont know where to

you need a certainty
but too afraid of the result
because you don't even
sure either you will go through 
that certain journey
or stick to play it safe  

you.

no me.

I really need and answer.

so that when I'm in the future
I can look back and
say
that is one decision


made