Am stuck in the middle of nowhere.I wanna feel the purpose of my life. Heading straight to the aim without any barrels and distractions. And for this exact moment. I feel helpless. Is this a cruel world ? Or is it me that is too busy centering myself. I am confused for what I am feeling. I dont know if I'm sad.I dont know if I'm happy. or is it dumb. or is it indifferent. All the nothingness have made me feel like a goner. And it hurts. sure it does.